Why Did I?
06 Jan 2010 1 Comment
in Curious
I had a girlfriend. I broke up. Don’t ask why. She…mourned. I was apathetic. She was immature. Eventually she got another boyfriend. Ask me if he’s dashing. He’s…rich. A year later(2009) he sent me an SMS telling me to lay off and that he and his girlfriend don’t give a damn about me and I should stop bugging her. I pondered. When did i ever bother her? Them? I didn’t recall. So I responded. I said I couldn’t remember when I bothered either of them. His SMS was out of the blue. I added that when he texts me in English, I expected him to have good grammar. He didn’t. I was frustrated. He kept bugging me with lame comebacks. That had ‘mali mali’ grammar. He actually started an argument with me without enough ammunition in his arsenal. At some point I lost my patience and called him an idiot. I called an idiot an idiot. It was mean. He deserved it. He kept pestering me after. I told him to act his age(he’s about 5 years older than I am). He shut up. Finally. I wasn’t pleased with my self. I was annoyed. I wasted my time on him. But Why did I? I’ll find out soon. In my Sociology Class. Social Structures. Interesting.
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Jan 08, 2010 @ 14:15:29
Congratulations James! You’re on the right track ’cause you reflect on issues such as this to eventually come up with the right answer. It’s good to ask questions while trying to make sense of our faith as a child of God. You’re engaging the life of your mind which is a good spiritual exercise for us as Christians. More than learning from your sociology class on the reasons behind your motivations and responses to situations, i believe as Christians it’s always pivotal for us to see everything from God’s perspective; His worldview is what matters and essentially the stuff of life. I know you understand the lessons on the sinful nature of man. Call to memory this basic truth about human nature from Scripture and i guarantee you, you’ll understand yourself and others more. God’s best blessings upon you James!